Showing posts with label my fcukn autobiography. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my fcukn autobiography. Show all posts

Monday, May 15, 2017

WHITE SMOKE (PRE-ORDER NOW)

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Virat studies in a renowned boarding school in Shimla. But behind the facade of a happy teenager is a disturbed child trying to fight the pain of his mother’s death and his father’s ignorance. Neither love nor friends seem to be of any help. That’s when he finds a picture in a library book, which changes his life forever.
In trying to find the truth behind the girl in the picture, he stumbles upon dirty secrets and a scandal that shocks him.
Meanwhile in Delhi, a CID officer and Police Inspector Mathur are trying to unravel the mystery behind the gruesome murders of two influential families that seem to be connected to the mysterious girl in the picture.
Will Virat be able to find the mysterious girl or lose himself on the way?
Discover the chilling reality of life, friendship, love and deceit behind the curtain of White Smoke.

Friday, October 9, 2015

Mistress: 49th is the fetish Shade

Her aunt was French. She was not beautiful but all of her other characteristics were perfect. She had all the good French manners- Savoir vivre-. She didn’t talk much. She always kept a distance from other people. And that was the main reason I wasn’t feeling too good to talk in front of her about my dream.

As her aunt entered the room I rolled and sat on the floor with my back against the wall facing Michaele’s bed. The two women sat opposite me.
‘Aunt, my friend here had a dream and we would like to hear what you think it means?’
‘Ok, but it’s been a while since I did that for the last time and I hope I didn’t lose my talent’ she said smiling. So what is it your dream about?
‘It’s very strange, I don’t know.’ I smiled and looked down hoping she wouldn’t insist. 

No reaction. Just silence from both of them.
‘Well?’ Michaele added .
‘Don’t keep us waiting’ Michaele’s tone sounded just like last night’s when she told me to kiss her feet! I felt too weak to oppose.
‘I dreamed that Michaele wanted me to kiss her feet’ I couldn’t believe what I have just said. I was unable to talk no more. Michaele started laughing hysterically while her mom lit a cigarette. I felt embarrassed.
‘I am going to ask you one question and I want one true answer. Were you aroused last night after that dream?’
‘I swear I don’t see Michaele in a sexual way.’
‘Just answer the question’ her aunt said raising the tone of her voice making Michaele stop laughing and me lowering my look.
‘The truth is yes, but I don’t know why?’
‘And I can guess you would like to do it in real life. Am I correct?’
I didn’t think about it until that moment. I felt a tremendous wish to kneel in front of her and experience the sensation I had last night. The entire scene was too emotional. Michaele’s dominant way of asking left me no choice.
‘I would yes’ I whispered.
‘What is going on here? Michaele said. Mom you make him feel uncomfortable.’ Her mom made her a sign to hush and she turned to me.
‘Listen kid, what you feel come right from your soul, from your mind. You have a submissive character. This is not a bad thing. Many men have submissive fantasies but only a few make them come true. As you know, in this life we are living everything has its price.’
‘I don’t understand’ I said.
‘You will understand in a moment. What I mean is that you have a chance to experience now something that you may ask for the rest of your live and you never get it – but this can be done only if Michaele wishes-  If you kiss someone’s feet, it’s an action of seduction and Submissiveness.
It is a way to show that you accept someone as your superior, as your owner.

By doing it you deny all your freedoms. After that you lose your human substance and you become your owner’s property. You have no rights. No right to talk, to eat, to write or even to think. Your life will focus on your owner’s needs. From the other hand, the owner should use you as it pleases her. There are no limits. This relationship will lasts for a life time unless if the owner wishes to stop it by letting you free or by selling you to another person or even by removing his life.’ I was lost.



Tuesday, September 15, 2015

From the book: Mistress


Types of BDSM arrangements
The paperwork is always unique in the arrangement. You can’t just apply a standard document to every single relationship as every relationship is different. The general classifications as to the kinds of relationships that exist including Mentoring, Protection, Coaching, Service Oriented, Fully Owned and Play Only. Popular interactions include:
  • Master/slave – the slave gives up all rights and decision making power to the Master. If it’s a total control (TC) then slave has no to say no and without any limits; is in the Master’s control.

  • Dominant/submissive – Subs set limits on sexual play and punishment and can stop role play at any time. Here subs get a choice as to which aspects of their lives they will allow the Dominant to run. In effect, Dominants have less power over submissives than Masters have over slaves.

  • Pets – it  is an agreement where the slave have to live a life of the master’s desired  pet. Slave is dehumanized and takes on the characteristics of an animal pet like a puppy or pony under the control of an Owner.

  • Online– these are adapted situational engagement where the parties are engaged as dominance/submission over the internet. These popular parties often have multiple partners.



  • Scene only – It is a series of events usually documented which don’t encompass a whole relationship or lifestyle. Negotiated prior to a sexual play scene is done and typically focus on a one off play event. 

Saturday, October 8, 2011


An Interview about the journey of the writing and making of the book My Love Never Faked published in today's Saturday special "MY TIMES OF JAMMU" Newspaper at AUTHOR SPEAKS section, a part of "TIMES OF INDIA" here at JAMMU and KASHMIR.


10th October is another special day as Author's second book is releasing all across India titled "AS LONG AS I LOVE YOU... I WILL LET YOU HURT ME"
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MLNF has an official page over the FB too: 

Monday, August 1, 2011

Life in a Video

As per my Promise Posting on the very special day.. yeah special day as I complete 2 years of my BREAKUP, unfolding the Video. Kindly Cooperate for some pictures been removed for the Privacy Purposes. Hope you enjoy what you see... Always


NIKS'

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Few lines from next manuscript...

Let me die and rest in peace,

This memory of your,
Then will end this tease,
I try to suicide every day,
My friends say why u stone in every way....

Few lines from next manuscript.. of mine....'
plz use it
with appreciation and by authors name...

enjoy... and love


Saturday, July 17, 2010

Next start


MY FCUK@#G AUTOBIOGRAPHY.... Well don't worry this isn't the end of my good life and a fcuk@#g start, it's jut the title of my next Manuscript.
I would like to say as my subtitle says: Everything screwed is not fcuk#d.
The story contains 11 chapters , 2 poems and few letters.
I hope you people will like it and appreciate my fcuk@#g autobiography..
For this story I would like to acknowledge:
Thank to all the ladies who helped me all the way with the sweet memories and specially to that lady who introduce me to my true love knowing that if I’ll get what I desire I’ll leave her and I am still under the pile of her sacrifices…

To the feeling called Luv and to some broken hearts …